Oh,
I.m...I'm...I'm...
I'm soooooooooooooooooooooo,
sooooooooooooooooooooooo,
soooooooooooooooooooooo,
HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY ! :DDDD
I think tat 2 ladies made moi nite.
Its been loooooong since we communicate like tis & i'm soooooo happy about it..
Even its on the screen. I'm laughhhhing all the way !
It maybe just a Ya, short one....
But..But, it made moi nite soooo HAPPY cannnn.
Oh love, i love you.
Its FRIDAY yet its a home day for me. Aww~
I wanted to go to skool, Really planned to go skool today. Yet moi forgetful-ness play a trick on me ! I..I.. forgot to set alarm before i sleep, slept quite early last nite becos of today yettttttttt i can't get up ! Overslept & woke up at 11.30p.m. Oh-my-god, Can anyone just call me every morning make sure i'm awake? I really really hate missing lessons, i don't like it. Aww~ I get angry. Can anyone help me?. Plsssss... I cannot miss lesson already.
Oh, Anyway i slept well last nite. Sweet dream... Soooo guess who i dreamt of?. HOHO! I dreamt of...... Maomao sister;Kaiwei & moi beloved Darling;Cheryl. Sooo here comes the dream, Mao & i was at her house. I think i'm toooooo sleepy & hugging her to sleep. Mao laughing at me, Chatting wif Cheryl & Me, giggling..... Wakakakakakas. I think i miss them toooo much, tats why. HEHE! OooopXxx.. Darling;Miko, No jealous.. I think i miss you toooo. HAHA! :DDD Anyway, wat a beautiful dream last nite. I'm soooooo missing them. :D
Stayed home. Moi onli entertainment is Lappy, Tv, Mum, Baby Jayden, Michelle & Jeanis. Yeah, tats all i think. Wakakakakas. Oh, glad tat Jayden gets better. Hope his cough recover real soooon. :) Love you. Everything was fine at home, NO war. Wooooooosh, hope it remains. :] Oh ya, Mum said Jayden is afraid of me. =x Aww~ I'm the MONSTER & they are the angels. Humpp.. Maybe becos i always disturb & step one firece tats why. Aww~ Don't be afraid, i'm just playing. Jie Jie sooooo loving you cannnn. :( Jayden, Alfred, Jeanis & Mum do get well soooon okay. :) Had a 'think far' conversation wif Jeanis & Mum just now. Laughs. Toking about future & blah blah blah. Wakkakakas. :) Love you.
Nothing much for today.
I'm just very happy tonite.
Luckily the nite brighten moi day.
If not gonna be really Aww~
I'm not in a good mood tis afternoon. :(
Tat's why i don't like stay at home.
Makes me think alot.
TOMORROW, TOMORROW., TOMORROW.
Oh, No, No, I mean LATER !
Passed 12, few more hours to meeting time.
I will.. I will.. will be meeting moi 2 Darlings later !
Finally we are meeting ! Finally !
Clementi to meet Cheryl. :DDD
Hey Darling, Don't be late & Make us wait.
If notttt... HEHEHE! You know wats gonna happen.
Wakakakakas. Alright, i love you.
See 2 love trm. :D
Oh ya,
BIRD NEST is awaiting for moi hand to reach for it.
Darling;Miko sooooo wanna know why i soooooo HAPPY.
Ans: http://jasline-says.blogspot.com
I'm gonna help her to think of a way for etc. of blog tooooo.
YAYAYA, Photo Shooting 4MAY !!!!
Awaiting, wondering wat is moi dress code. Wakakakakakas! :D
Alright, I shall end here.
GOOD NITE.
*******
I hate the feeling being neglected. Really dislike it.
Sorry to say, I'm sensitive & i think alot.
Friday, April 24, 2009
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
I think i starting to stay far from you?
Confusion*
Somehow, i'm stopping myself to tok much.
Living a gap in between.
You actually asked me out tis friday buttttttt...
I went think through....
Issit becos wif them tat why OR i'm afraid to be wif you alone.
I don't know leh.
Very confusing.
I'm not asking for any meet ups already.
Or maybe even text like before.
Awaiting for any of you both calling maybe.
Just wondering, if i didn't ask, will you.
Oh Cheryl,
i know you are concern about me.
No worry okay, i will tell if i wanna to.
:)
At times i really looking forward to ur online.
I don't know why leh.
The encouragement, & support & blah blah always made moi day.
hmmmmmm. but those virus always cheat moi feelings... Aww~
Its not you who online..
Mao birthday is coming!!!!!
I'm planning to buy him a hairy monster cake.
buttttt still wondering is he free on his birthday.
Wakakakakakas. hope he is.....
Wondering wats more surprise?. HAHA!
At times, i was wondering really how am i.
wat kind of friend am i?
wat if i'm gone? who will be the one, looking for me other than moi family?
tat really makes me wonder...
& WILD tots always make moi day Awwwww~
which i don't like it yet i can't actually control it unless making myself really busy like just now.
STOP thinking watever thing just concentrate on moi watever workkkkk.
keep myself really busy....
Home should the nicest place..
YET at times i really feel stress at home.
The conflicts & watever matters just make me stress.
How i wish i can put everything aside & don't even bother...
Just moi own thing to bother about.....
butttttt i can't....
Yet other than home,
i find no where i can hide myself or settle myself.
somehow i find i have no where to go.
Okay, i miss moi daddy & when i got the chance to have dinner wif him again.
we seldom contact, i wanna have dinner wif him.
i can't manage moi time well & there is brother i nid to take care of.
helll~ tis family is torturing me at times.
I nid to think of both sideeeeee, not 1....
stressssssssssssss~
Well,
now now.
maybe i have settle moi heart to focus on study & nothing else.
i just can't be bothered soooooo much already.
i'm getting tired, i onli can focus on 1.
I nid a big warm hug from i don't know who willing to,
just make me feel tat someone is still there....
i nid some support & watever nice thing.
Really....
I n0t a nice person.
Photo shooting 4may,
& somehow making me wonder do i have or reach the expectation.
how goood i look, how should i dress & watever.
Sometimes i just feel like giving up & give other the opportunity.
Shaggggggg, i just hope i don't disappoint benedict.....
cos i know i don't look gooood.
Alright,
done wif watever stuff for today.
Good nite.
Confusion*
Somehow, i'm stopping myself to tok much.
Living a gap in between.
You actually asked me out tis friday buttttttt...
I went think through....
Issit becos wif them tat why OR i'm afraid to be wif you alone.
I don't know leh.
Very confusing.
I'm not asking for any meet ups already.
Or maybe even text like before.
Awaiting for any of you both calling maybe.
Just wondering, if i didn't ask, will you.
Oh Cheryl,
i know you are concern about me.
No worry okay, i will tell if i wanna to.
:)
At times i really looking forward to ur online.
I don't know why leh.
The encouragement, & support & blah blah always made moi day.
hmmmmmm. but those virus always cheat moi feelings... Aww~
Its not you who online..
Mao birthday is coming!!!!!
I'm planning to buy him a hairy monster cake.
buttttt still wondering is he free on his birthday.
Wakakakakakas. hope he is.....
Wondering wats more surprise?. HAHA!
At times, i was wondering really how am i.
wat kind of friend am i?
wat if i'm gone? who will be the one, looking for me other than moi family?
tat really makes me wonder...
& WILD tots always make moi day Awwwww~
which i don't like it yet i can't actually control it unless making myself really busy like just now.
STOP thinking watever thing just concentrate on moi watever workkkkk.
keep myself really busy....
Home should the nicest place..
YET at times i really feel stress at home.
The conflicts & watever matters just make me stress.
How i wish i can put everything aside & don't even bother...
Just moi own thing to bother about.....
butttttt i can't....
Yet other than home,
i find no where i can hide myself or settle myself.
somehow i find i have no where to go.
Okay, i miss moi daddy & when i got the chance to have dinner wif him again.
we seldom contact, i wanna have dinner wif him.
i can't manage moi time well & there is brother i nid to take care of.
helll~ tis family is torturing me at times.
I nid to think of both sideeeeee, not 1....
stressssssssssssss~
Well,
now now.
maybe i have settle moi heart to focus on study & nothing else.
i just can't be bothered soooooo much already.
i'm getting tired, i onli can focus on 1.
I nid a big warm hug from i don't know who willing to,
just make me feel tat someone is still there....
i nid some support & watever nice thing.
Really....
I n0t a nice person.
Photo shooting 4may,
& somehow making me wonder do i have or reach the expectation.
how goood i look, how should i dress & watever.
Sometimes i just feel like giving up & give other the opportunity.
Shaggggggg, i just hope i don't disappoint benedict.....
cos i know i don't look gooood.
Alright,
done wif watever stuff for today.
Good nite.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
New blog once again.
I hating tat previous.
Its un-nice.
________________
I..I..I..think i had make Cheryl unhappi.
I know she feels no good after reading moi previous blog as i'm writing about someone i should tok about.
I shouldn't have tell anyone about tis. I don't want anyone to be worry for me.
Tats why i creating other one, just wanna put moi anger & unhappi on tat, tat's all.
I'm sorry Cheryl.
I know you care for me.
I know you dislike wat i have written in the previous.
I know you feels no good tooooo.
Neither i feel goood saying all tis & you read it.
Really Sorry.
I promise, i will be fine & get over everything asap alright.
___________________________________
Hmmmm..
I'm scare of you.?
I think soooo.
I'm leaving a gap between us.
I'm afraid the thing behind ur every word.
Why am i?
Once fall in a darkness hole still not scare? Maybe tats why.
You make me wanna stay far at times.
She said i have to learn to express myself.
Well, moi reply for her was..
I learn once yet i forgotten how.
If i'm able, i will learn again.
Sorry, for now...
Blog is where i can tell & no one gonna get hurt or feels no good.
Sooooo..
Ya, where is the shock you said you gonna give me today?
Can i say, the proof?
Well, maybe i don't get to see you. Tats why.
Thanks for calling me every morning.
You are always the first one to ring moi phone every skool day. Thank you.
Trm is Wednesday.
Well, mostly we had breakfast or meet up every then.
yet NOT trm eh.
Neither you asked & i tok about it. Laughhhhhs.
Be it, won't tok much until you tok about it. :)
Tats wat i'm gonna do.
NOT i don't care, its i don't want to get interfere maybe.
Alright,
its late now.
i shall sleep.
i'm scare of you.
you stop moi heart at times.
Good nite.
I hating tat previous.
Its un-nice.
________________
I..I..I..think i had make Cheryl unhappi.
I know she feels no good after reading moi previous blog as i'm writing about someone i should tok about.
I shouldn't have tell anyone about tis. I don't want anyone to be worry for me.
Tats why i creating other one, just wanna put moi anger & unhappi on tat, tat's all.
I'm sorry Cheryl.
I know you care for me.
I know you dislike wat i have written in the previous.
I know you feels no good tooooo.
Neither i feel goood saying all tis & you read it.
Really Sorry.
I promise, i will be fine & get over everything asap alright.
___________________________________
Hmmmm..
I'm scare of you.?
I think soooo.
I'm leaving a gap between us.
I'm afraid the thing behind ur every word.
Why am i?
Once fall in a darkness hole still not scare? Maybe tats why.
You make me wanna stay far at times.
She said i have to learn to express myself.
Well, moi reply for her was..
I learn once yet i forgotten how.
If i'm able, i will learn again.
Sorry, for now...
Blog is where i can tell & no one gonna get hurt or feels no good.
Sooooo..
Ya, where is the shock you said you gonna give me today?
Can i say, the proof?
Well, maybe i don't get to see you. Tats why.
Thanks for calling me every morning.
You are always the first one to ring moi phone every skool day. Thank you.
Trm is Wednesday.
Well, mostly we had breakfast or meet up every then.
yet NOT trm eh.
Neither you asked & i tok about it. Laughhhhhs.
Be it, won't tok much until you tok about it. :)
Tats wat i'm gonna do.
NOT i don't care, its i don't want to get interfere maybe.
Alright,
its late now.
i shall sleep.
i'm scare of you.
you stop moi heart at times.
Good nite.
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